#warhammerworld and social awkwardness

So back on Wednesday of this week, I packed up my paints, a model (the new Bobby G model everyones been talking about) and a pair of headphones, and went and sat myself down at the painting area in Warhammer World. And I’ve been reflecting on the experience since.

First, I think it’s worth saying that by my nature I’m an introvert. Weirdly, I’m in a job that requires me to be an extrovert (I’m a Methodist minister, aka God Squad), and so as a means of recovering from that, whenever I have free time alone, I prefer to spend it alone. Unless theres a reason for us to hang out (such as an event, or a game, or its work related etc etc) I don’t tend to do well with other people. Oh, it’s not intentional. Just that somedays I wake up and just…can’t really face anyone.

As such, I can come off as being socially awkward. I won’t go so far as to call it social anxiety because I wouldn’t want to belittle what some folk have to deal with by claiming to suffer the same, but it means that at times I’ve come across as being on edge, uncommunicative or just plain rude, constantly wearing that “startled rabbit” expression anyone tries to talk to me. It means that at times I’ve missed out on opportunities as I’ve gone to an event and just lost the courage to go into the building, never mind talk to people.

Now, I’m fortunate. Warhammer World is my local Gee-Dub store. It’s big. This means that on Wednesday, when I was having one of these “Low” days, I was able to sneak in, get through the store without being noticed, get a coffee from Bugmans and get set up at the painting area, all with the minimum of conversation. I think that, by the time I went home (I was there from 11am til 4pm), I’d had a total of three conversations; one to ask for a coffee, one to ask the dude across from me if he had a pair of clippers (he hadn’t) and one as I packed up. For me, that was heaven. 


It’s also limiting my ability to get more involved in the hobby. You see, despite being the home of GW, there are no established 40k gaming groups in Nottingham. WW doesn’t run one, most gaming groups are focused on other game systems, and the few times I’ve asked the question either online or in person, I’ve really got no where. Staff at Warhammer World, while enthusiastic, are also unable to help. The best suggestion seems to be that I should just turn up to WW on a wednesday or a friday night when they’re open till 10pm, and see if I can find a suitable opponent to play.

This is not helpful.

Putting aside the fact that I’m of the opinion that pick-up games are the least enjoyable of 40k games, the thought of walking up to strangers and hoping for a game is, to me, the stuff of nightmares. I know, its irrational, but there you go.

So what to do? Well, I’m not going to do what my gut reaction is to do when I’m having a “low” day; to avoid the place like the plauge. Instead, I’m still going to go to Warhammer World to paint, or to read, or to write. For me, the environment is friendly enough that if you do just want to be there, but alone, then no worries. And if you do want (or have built up the courage) to chat to a few people, you can do that as well. The gaming community is on the whole a friendly and accepting one, full of awkward and bizarre people just like me. I’m not expecting to meet the perfect opponent, but maybe, one day I’ll get the courage to chat to a few people there, maybe find a small informal gaming group.

For now though, I’ll be at the painting table. Looking scared, with headphones on, and enjoying the atmosphere as best I can, despite myself.

Second day painting

So following a successful day of painting yesterday, I’ve made a start on another two models that have been in the painting queue for a while. A kitbashed librarian and commander on bikes for the parted sons. I’ve not really put much thought into the rules, built as they are primarily from the ravenguard command box and having little in common with the SM codex. It’ll be a quick and messy paint job, just to get them off the table and into the cabinet. 

Sadly, this is the last day of my holiday. It’s been strangely productive – the art room is now set up, and the house is almost in some kind of order. Looking forward to doing some more creating! 

Painting at last! 

So, after a month of being without, the art room is set up and finally managed to put some paint on a mini! Eased myself back into it by painting up a new commander for the parted sons. No name as of yet, but the plan is to use him in ZM games, with artificer armour and storm shield, backed up with a command squad armed with storm shields (when I get round to it.)


What to paint, what to do?

Morning all,

As it may be clear to those of you who have perused this blog, I have over the past year or so found myself working on a DIY Space Marine chapter called the Parted Sons. As a force, I’m immensely proud of them. This is the first chapter, for me, where my own fluff, painting style and style of play seemed to have clicked.

T?hat being said, I’ve reached the point where I’m ready to do something different. Don’t get me wrong; I’m not looking to part with the parted sons, but rather that I’m looking for something new to do.

I picked up, back in June / July of last year, a whole swathe of Vostroyans. 5 squads, one command squad, and one squad of ratling snipers. As of this moment, 2 are painted, and the rest of the squads have had a multitude of flash removed and glued to bases.


They are beautiful models, though working on metal again is both a joy and a curse. A joy, because they’re so much more robust. And a curse because, well, they’re so much more robust. Talk about aching fingers…

However, I was distracted the other day by something from AoS. Yes, I’m genuniely as surprised as you are

Over on the Ex Profundis blog, Jake (Bruticus) has done a blog on the subject of Warriors of Malal. 

Now, in the world of 40k, theres a renegade chapter known as the Sons of Malice. Inspired by the same idea of a renegade God of Chaos known as Malal, the name got changed over time for a range of reasons. Black Library printed a short story about them a few years ago, and at the tail end of last year I did a test model for them, using up left over chaos and imperium termie bits.


And there this model has stayed, as a test model, a way to prove to myself that I could paint a quartered scheme.

But feeling inspired by the warriors of malal, I am tempted to revisit them…

Time will tell!

A review – Horus Heresy: Retribution.

So currently my house is being demolished.

Alright, a little over dramatic. Basically, as I’ve mentioned in the past, I recently moved to Nottingham due to work. Now, the house I’m in comes with the Job, and as part of the agreement, my employers committed to converting the garage (which is too small to get even a small car in) into a study; or, as me and my wife have taken to calling it:

The Art Room.

Yep, no longer will paints and models have to be packed away into boxes. I’ll have a paint station that I’ll be able to leave set up permanently. I can’t begin to tell you how excited I am about this.

The work was initially due to be done shortly before we moved in back in August, but there was a delay, and then a series of delays, and now the builders finally turned up yesterday, and the work is finally being done. The draw back though? All my 40k stuff is trapped behind a wall of boxes. So until they finish, and I can begin to empty out these boxes of books onto the shelves that are due to go in there, then I’m unable to do any painting or gaming.

The price to pay, I guess.

Last week, I took my Christmas money and bought a few things to tide me over. I bought the Agents of the Imperium book, a novel about space sharks, and yes, Horus Heresy: Retribution.

Now, I may come back to the other two for a future blog post, but I really wanted to over a very basic review of Horus Heresy: Retribution.

First, I should say I’m a big fan of this book. It’s the first big black book of the HH series from Forgeworld that I’ve bought, purely because of its content. First and foremost, this feels like new fluff. I’ve read each of the previous HH books, and I don’t feel I’m missing anything by not owning them. The red books cover any gaming needs, and Black Library does a good job of giving in-depth fluff. The story wasn’t particularly new to me in the first few books, and so I didn’t really feel I could justify the £74 price tag. But the fluff in this feels new. It gives an update as to where the different legions are at this point in the heresy. It offers new rites of war, including one that allows you to take a primarch as a HQ and run him with the elites of the legion (appealing to me as it offers a chance to do a small Zone Mortalis force with showcase models), and it offers new rites of war for each of the different legions, including ones for the dark angels (might be time to revisit them!), the blood angels and the white scars. It offers two new ways to run a Marine force. First, Shattered legions. Shattered legions allows you to take two different legions and run them as a single force. Not only does this feel appropriately fluffy in the insanity of the Istvaan massacre, it also allows you to round out one force and dip your toe in with another, if you are so minded.

But what I love the most is the second way you can run a Marine force; The Blackshields. For the longest time, I’ve been really annoyed that the only way to run a “renegade” space marine force  is to use the chaos codex. I’ve struggled with the assumption that every renegade force will inevitably fall to chaos. Sometimes, renegades just rebel for the sake of rebelling. This, however, provides me with the opportunity to run a truly renegade force; marines who are repelled by the taint of chaos, but no longer willing to serve under the yoke of the Imperium. In essence, it gives a way for me to write the story of the Parted Sons (my own DIY chapter) not just in the narrative but also in the games I play.

I find this genuinely exciting. It feels that, between this and the cults and militia lists released through HH5, and the campaign creator in HH4, Forgeworld are not just providing a setting within which to play and a more nuanced take on the 40k rules, but are also providing people with the tools to better develop their own narratives and forces.

I generally tend to measure every forgeworld book releases against the Badab War books, which were and still remain my first love when it comes to 40k fluff. And Horus Heresy: Retribution isn’t better then those two books.

But it’s as good as. And from me, that’s high praise indeed.

You can pick the book up from the following link for £74. It’s worth the price, trust me.


A return, of sorts.

So, it’s been a while since I blogged.

Partly, this is because that at the beginning of June, I became a dad for the first time.


She’s a bit bigger now (5 months old at time of writing), but her arrival put a bit of a crimp on the free time I’ve had. As such, my painting output understandably took a nosedive. It’s not that I haven’t painted anything. I mean, look, I painted a purple marine or two (of unknown chapter)


I painted some Vostroyans (I still have 5 unpainted squads and a command squad sitting in the 40k cupboard)


I even tried painting a test model for a possible Iron Warriors force:


before changing my mind again and painting a salamander:


You might be able to tell, but I’ve found it difficult to focus on one specific force.

Partly, this is because of the new addition to the family, and partly, because back in August the family and I moved due to work. We now live and work in the wonderful city of Nottingham! Which is great, as my local GW is only 7 minutes drive away. And even better, it’s not just any old store; it’s Warhammer World, which means I’m living the dream. But I thought I’d end up tripping over wargaming groups, but I’m yet to find a gaming group to join; work demands much from me in terms of evening meetings, which limits my availability to game. And the one game I have managed to play ended up sapping my enthusiasm and enjoyment of this hobby for a host of reasons that I don’t really want to go into.

Motivation is at an all time low. I find myself sitting at the painting table, but no desire to paint.

I have a game scheduled for the 17th Dec against a long time opponent; a small game, following a visit to the museum at Warhammer World and lunch in Bugmans. I just hope I’ve recaptured that lost motivation long before then.

Anyway, I’ve got a few days off now so I’m hoping to get inspired; read a few books, look through some old fluff, and just spend a bit of time floating around the hobby. See if that revitalises me.

I’ll let you know how it goes.




Imperial Space Marine 2016

Like everyone else, I was pretty keen to pick up the limited edition marine model that GW had over the weekend. Well, thankfully I was able to pick up the very last one my local GW had in stock yesterday, so today I got to it with the paints. 

Personally, I love this model. I toyed with converting it, but it’s such a beautiful sculpt. I based him using the resin rock from the FW Huron model and some basing sand. Painting wise, I kept him in the same colour and scheme as my Painted Sons space marines. 

Again, a beautiful model, and a real pleasure to paint. 


Scouts done

Been a productive few days! Finished up a scout unit that really I ought to have finished sooner, but I kept getting distracted. Normal scout bodies, heads are from Victoria miniatures. Sorry for the poor pic, but only had chance to take a quick one as due to head to work in a mo. 


The Hand of the Master

I have a day off today, and woke up ridiculously early. As such, I’ve capitalised on the chance to do some modelling for my Parted Sons chapter, doing a character model I was chatting with a friend about. This is Dialoc, the outcast and hand of the master. A traitor to the fourth legion, he found refuge within the ranks of the Parted Sons where he serves as a champion. 

Its  still  at the early stage, but I’m enjoying it!